How

do I stop myself from caring. It still cuts deeply. No matter how busy I get with my life, I still care about you. And it hurts me every time. I have to stop. You don't feel the same about me anymore. I have to stop. But how. The pain sucks. I need to be away from my computer, for that makes me check your doings constantly. Another couple just got into a relationship today. I wonder, how long will that keep up until it will be you. and her. and I will be here, crying my heart out. Just stab my heart already, the pain still hurts. But I have to admit, it feels good to cry today. I haven't cried about you since...the day we broke up and it feels good to let it out. Even for a quick five seconds. You shouldn't have that control over me. Only I can control myself. It doesn't make me any happier when I check up on you, but I can't stop. I need to stop. I need help.