slowly it becomes natural

I don't miss you as much, nor do I think about you as much. I've been too caught up with my own life, and trying to live it to the fullest. I surround myself with people who make me happy, people who encourage me to try harder, people who dare me to think outside the box. They see what I'm capable of, even when I can't see it myself. And it is because of them, that I am able to to thrive. They tell me, "you could do so much better. it was only a matter of time until you two are broken up. you deserve the best. don't settle. you need to be with someone who sees your worth and treats you properly." It never occurred to me that so many people were secretly rooting for our break up. Because they didn't like you, or they knew you weren't everything I wanted. They knew I was wasting my time and I think secretly, I knew it too. I just didn't want to admit it. It comes past the point that I still care about you and what you think, how in love I was back then, it all becomes part of my past. Slowly it becomes easier to not talk about you, or think about you, or wonder what you are up to. I still check up on you every so often, but it is no longer as frequent and obsessive as it was before. It still pains me why you blocked me on facebook, but it makes it easier to have no contact with you. Slowly it becomes easier.