damn words get in the way

I spontaneously decided to deactivate my facebook for the time being. There were too many thoughts and feelings in my head, emotions I cannot control, words left unsaid. The last thing I saw on facebook was a friend's extremely cheesy love story and pictures, with too much cuteness and love in one post. And I thought to myself, I can't handle hearing about this happiness when my heart and mind is in too much pain. It was the final straw. I just need to be by myself, surrounded by friends and family, away from worldly distractions that threaten to take away my happiness. I want to end this year strong, and with that I need some time to think and to draw away. I don't think I've felt this unsure since...several years back. I know the feeling when the time comes, I try to read the symptoms and stay away as best I could to prevent the same mistakes from happening. Time is all I need. Time will heal, and the moments of uncertainty will pass. Life will go on. and I will be stronger than ever. With that, I leave with this song that pretty much sums up what I'm feeling at the moment.

I wake up and i'm sober--don't even know you anymore.
Punch drunk on a feeling lost in believing I was sure.
I don't care what you have to say.
Damn words get in the way, I don't wanna know.
I know there'll come a time when I look you in the eyes and say, "I told you so"
And I promise you this: you're gonna miss me, miss me.
As long as you live, you're gonna miss me. Miss me.