Heart to heart

There are times when I'm extremely confused about us. Are we meant to last? Why do I question if you want to be with me or not. The things you say offend me. I hate to be a burden, I hate to make you miss out on life. "I want to hang out with my friends." Um what? Sorry, you always have to make me your priority. Do  I not let you hang out with friends? Then why did I get the message that I'm the reason why you don't go to a  lot of things. As if I can dictate your life. I'm feeling extremely upset, more upset this morning than I did last night. I don't know anymore.