Early morning thoughts

You really admire how well I'm taking this entire situation? Well sometimes being strong is the only option I've got. I can't turn back time nor do I not wish that it didn't happen, but I don't have much choice. Sometimes our only option is to keep moving forward, to see our losses as losses but as gains. And as much as it makes me sad to see how our lives are splitting in different directions, I feel it is inevitable. Yes those past three years of life were amazing but those rules no longer applied. You were the one to decide you didn't need me anymore, and that's totally okay. I'm tired of wasting my time on things that don't reciprocate. Your loss, my gain. It really surprises me how well I am taking this. Would we ever get back and grow old together? Maybe, I'm not gonna say no, but not right now. Maybe not even in 2 or 3 years. I want to refigure myself out first, and really explore all of life's secrets. Then maybe, if we both mature and change and decide we want to commit again, that's fine. But if not, the entire world is up ahead of us. It's about time we close the door on this chapter of our lives and begin a new one.