when you still have a gateway to the other person's thoughts and feelings. How can I let go, when you are still a big part of me? It seems like ten thousand years ago when we said goodbye, maybe it has been this way in my heart. No longer heartbroken, that has pass. What's only left is thoughts and memories of the good times and bad. I think of the good times, and I get a bit sad inside, I know I still am holding on. I think of the bad times, and I get angry, because I know I deserved more time and effort than what you gave me. You may think we ended on good terms and no hard feelings, but I think no. Yes, we were mature about it, but I'm not going to take the crap you threw at me. I'm through with this, I'm done with obsessing over what you are up to now. Cause honey, caring about your well-being is no longer a job of mine. It was probably a hard decision to make, but it has been made. There is no other way to see it. Your life is falling apart? Well, you are own your own to deal with it. Frankly, I'm done with caring.
And that, in a sense, is how I am liberated from my emotions. Us was a thing of the past, and now I only have myself to work on and it's going to be better and brighter from here on out. Sorry boy, you lucked out.
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