Sunday blues

I'm falling. I still check every possible social media to get a glimpse of your life. I don't know why I still do. I know it does me no good, it tears me up inside but I can't help it. I'm still hung up on you. Last night I cried myself to sleep again. Why, why. I was doing so fine the first week... And now I think it's hitting me hard. Every day it gets tougher to deal, knowing your no longer in my life. Sometimes I dream that you will walk back into mine, that somehow our paths will cross but I know it's only a girls hopeless fantasy. You walked away without the intention of turning back and I should too. It's hard, it's hard to deal, yeah I know. When every stupid thing at home reminds me of you. And of us, of what we had. Every place we've been to, now your making new adventures and memories with others. And I with my friends. Just like how before we got together. Now we are strangers again.